Anisa_786
13-05-05, 02:51 AM
Asalaam Alaikum to all, I have very very big issues..they only seem this way because I have ignored them too long and been distracted. I hope you can empathise with what I am about to say and nothing will make me feel better than knowing I am not alone because thats exactly how I feel right now. I emigrated here to Australia, I come from South Africa and Im sure you know theres a close knit muslim community there as well. I miss my culture and my family and everything that represents who I am, I feel so sad everyday and get angry at what I have to deal with here. I went bak home for a holiday last year after a very long time and I havent been the same since, I have an undeniable yearning to find myself again and find my way back to Allah. I feel so sick when I look around here at what goes on however its almost impossible for me to go bak home because my father has invested so much of his time and money into this move and he doesn't feel the same as I do. I'v talked to my parents about this but i know in my heart that they want me to go to s.a and realise for myself that its wrong. I know parents are our great teachers too and I have so much of respect for them but the pain I feel everyday in the longing to be at home with people like me is too much to bare. I am taking steps slowly to make life better however it always feels like its 1 step forward and 10 steps back...any advice would be so greatly appreciated and my Allah bless you always.
Walaikum Salaam.
Walaikum Salaam.